For years, I thought inner peace was a destination. But it’s turned out to be as fleeting as any other moment in my life. The panic attack I suffered in Las Vegas terrified me. Everything I thought I’d learned over the last few years seemed suspect.

But now I’ve begun to see my panic attack as a series of terrifying moments, that came and went.

Fortunately.

One minute I’m a buddha, and the next minute I’m back to being Priscilla.

Fortunately.